Self-reflection: a crossroad?

haf i come upon a time now..where i haf met yet another crossroad?

nope..not academically...not physically..not in terms of anything tt i haf been doing thus far..Sighz..juz wat is it tt i shd do?Morally, i noe i shdnt exist..physically, i noe i shd juz be there to be there..emotionally, my place is everywhere..
Experience and morale says i shd back out..and move on..
Heart and mind says stay put at e crossroad..and see wat happens..and see wat time has to offer..
Feelings, all over e place..wanna go everywhere..sheesh..

Crap..wat am i saying man?lolz..

As of now..my choice is at staying put..not that i made a choice..but i am juz..waiting...waiting..time..is of e essence here..

"Chances come to those who persist."

Am i persisting?Or am i juz waiting for a chance?what am i doing, really?
Am i juz wasting my life?what are my options?
Am i giving myself a chance?Or is chance forsaking me?

Or..is chance no longer a factor in my life?

Life's questions..left unanswered..can make one feel so lost..at e same time..make one
feel e need to get stronger..

I guess..i am taking things as they come..

"If it's yours..it's yours.."
If it isn't, it isn't..

Heck..life still goes on..