My first sad blog

Ya..and this was supposed to be "another phase" in my life..telling myself no more sadness is to be felt anymore..but i guess..it juz doesnt work that way..

And so here i am..my very 1st sad blog..of this blog..

It's really saddening..i dunno wat to do now..all of a sudden..my whole world juz crumbled..and all of a sudden..happiness is taken away from me..and all of a sudden..i am all alone..once more..

I found hope..afterwhich e strength to carry on..then all was taken away..like it was not meant to be..i then found renewed strength again..but..somehow..i keep getting weak..i haf to constantly remind myself..that i muz hang on..i haf finally found wat is truly worth fighting for..and i cannot let myself down..

I am juz hoping..things will work out...somehow...SOON~

My alrdy frail heart..i'm afraid..is unable to take anymore heartbreaks...

I feel like i am wearing a mask now..showing a somewhat happy exterior..when deep inside..the world's churning like there's no end..i noe tt things cannot be e same again..but at least..for now..at least..do not forsake me....