Meaning in my Life

As i sit here at my table in hall..looking at the pic we took at our own FOC..the pic that holds the group we know as Zilos..The reminiscence of the past year flashes through my all-so-tired head...

The happy times...the sad times...
The rough times...the smooth times...
The times that just slipped away without a whisper...
The times that i wish cld come back...
The times that i wish din happen...

iTunes is so coincidentally playing "You're the Inspiration" by Chicago..

"You know our love was meant to be...
The kind of love that lasts forever..."

What was it that was ever meant to be?

"And I need you here with me..."

Who is it, again?

"From tonight until the end of time,
You should know, everywhere I go..."

Time nv stops..life shdnt either..with all that ups and downs...who's walking alongside me?

"You're always on my mind, in my heart...
In my soul..."

Ah yes...the important pple in my life...etched in my mind, kept in my heart, sealed within my soul..

"You're the meaning in my life...
You're the inspiration...
You bring feeling to my life...
You're the inspiration..."

So what exactly is the meaning in my life?Who exactly is my inspiration?Just exactly, why am i here?

"Wanna have you near me...
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more that I need you..."

You? Me? Him? Her? Them?
Who?

"And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see..
We're so in love when we're together..."

Yeaah~Right...

"And I know that I need you here with me...
From tonight until the end of time...
You should know, everywhere I go..."

I have lived..so much for others...when shd i live for myself?
I just need...someone...
To fill this empty void...To take it all away...
Or rather, to put it all in...

As i sit here at my table in hall..looking at the pic we took at our own FOC..the pic that holds the group we know as Zilos..The reminiscence of the past year flashes through my all-so-tired head...

JJ, FJ, Hock, XM, ZW, JM, Ivan, Isaac, Jerome, HM, Thanda, KaLeng, KT, QF, Remy, BY, Huimin, Des, Agnes, Sofi, Geri, Y.........ou...

Me...

"Always on my mind, in my heart in my soul..."

Start of new School term

The start of the new school term...already been a week actually..

Now Yr2..time really flies..It's crazy though..this sem i think i will really slog hard...even if i dun wanna be hardworking..still will haf to slog like a madman....4 cores 2 electives...tt's really crazy...

FOC the week before...i was a sai gang warrior..haha..but tt's wat i do best...i'd rather help move things around than to mingle in crowds, do cheers and stuff..hahah..then again..tt's who i am too...

Freshies, seniors..it's all e same thing...my circle of frens remains bound to those who open emselves up to me...till now..i've made no new frens...neither haf i lost any old ones...well...then again..sometimes i'd wish i'd known more pple..HOWEVER, i'm content with the few good frens tt i haf...always being there to talk cock, and get suan..hahah...

New responsibilities this sem...am now the Captain of the waterpolo team (NTU) and oso Captain of the waterpolo team (Hall 6)..am still assuming the role to coach the swimming and waterpolo team in hall...need to bring up the standards..having said tt, it's oso my responsibility to bring up the uni's standard as well..

"Life's not about chances;
It's about choices..."