Unanswered Questions

Why?



Why have I fallen so much? Why do I feel this much abt her? Why do I see her this way? Why do I like her so much? Why is it that she always appear in my thoughts? Why does she take so much space in my heart? Why do I miss her so much? Why, when so much negativity has been dropped on me, do I still remain positive?



Unanswered Questions like these, can really make one go crazy...



Why have I fallen so much? I dunno..I guess..it's cos I have been on my own for way~ to long..so much so that when I finally find a girl to pin my hopes on, I completely loose control, and juz fall..fell till a depth beyond all depths..a faith beyond all faith..a hope beyond none....Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...


Why do I feel this much about her? Yet another simple yet profound question..Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why do I see her this way? I have a target..I reached out..But all I grap..all I get..is something close to nothingness: Emptiness..An Illusion? I dunno..But I know she is there..Very much like a vision in a mist..I tried to reach out, extend my arms..but all I get is a blurred vision..I pull back, clench my fist..and look away..hopefully, I can see a clear vision again, so as to, once more, reach out for her..Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why do I like her so much? Yes, why? She truly is wonderful..to have captured my life..My emotions are driving me wild..but yet..she remains on top of my list..So much has happened..Yet it seems that nothing has happened..I know that at this point in time, I am juz another guy left on the shelf, collecting dust..and yet..I still am very willing to give it my all, maybe even more..make the effort, maybe put in more..take the chance, even if none..for her..Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why is it that she always appear in my thoughts? She must be really fit..to be always running across my mind..Wierd, isn't it? I am always thinking of her..whether or not she has made contact w me..whether or not I have seen her..whether or not I am sleeping..Whether or not...Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why does she take so much space in my heart? She muz be a thief..to have stolen my heart..Subconsciously she has became a very big part of my life..I search within myself..and I no longer find myself..In fact..wat I see is..her..What is she doing in my heart?Then I look closely, I see myself..a very small myself, very much like an ant..running around her..w smiles all over His face..jumping around..trying to make her happy..trying to fulfill wat He hopes she wants..wat she needs..even if not wat He hopes to be, He still tries..But when He stops to rest..I can see that He is weary, worned out, upset, dejected, pretty much in a state where He tries to hide from her..But she doesn't see Him like that..With no one to share His woes, He continues on..yes..wat with e little attention He gets, yet He still carry on..carrying on running around her..carrying on trying..carrying on fighting..But she doesn't see Him like that..Yes, she doesn't see Him like that..To her, He is probably a piece of 'rubbish'..pest..Yes indeed, wat with the kind of treatment He gets, He still carry on..Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why do I miss her so much? I muz be a poor shot..cos I keep missing her..Why?



A Question like this, can really make one go crazy...



Why, when so much negativity has been dropped on me, do I still remain positive? Is it the worth? Is it the value? Is it the rarity? Is it the heart? Is it the faith? Or is it plain I juz wanna be everything to her?



Unanswered Questions like these, can really make one go crazy...



Each time I see her w other guys..or each time I hear another guy eyeing for her..I get all riled up, all messed up..There's alrdy e big hurdle of her being attached..yet there are other small things tt's coming to disturb me..



A situation like this, coupled w the fact that I like her, can really make one go crazy..



She truly is wonderful, to have captured my life;
She muz be really fit, to be always running across my mind;
She muz be a thief, to have stolen my heart;
I muz be a poor shot, cos I keep missing her..



Why?